premorbidly

For some reason I've been overcome with happyfeelings for the past several hours and I don't know why. I can't think of anything that would cause them but they are nice and I would like them to stay please and thank you.

So...as of 23 minutes ago here it's June 1st, meaning my birthday is in...27 days counting today. I turn 19 and lose my health insurance, but I'm okay with this now. 9_6 Couldn't hold on to it forever, so...yeah. I don't use it often 'cause I'm a stubborn ass who takes a Tylenol for everything and never goes to the doctor lol

Oh and I finally ~got out of my shell~ and started RPing with people who aren't just...one specific friend of mine. It's someone I haven't talked to for very long, either, which is...actually kind of a bonus in this case. I'm usually nervous as fuck when RPing with people I don't know very well, so I need practice writing with semi-strangers. :I

...It is a step up of only RPing with people I've known for 3+ years at least lol

WARM FUZZIES

EVERYWHERE

Unusually outgoing today, there, self. Can I stay like this? Probably not, but oh well. I will ~cherish the moment~ when it happens.

Occasionally I wonder what the hell I'm going to college for. An Associate of the Arts degree isn't exactly going to get me jack shit and I hhhhhighly doubt I'm motivated enough for ~art school~. Or even good enough to get in.

School is switching from quarters to semesters next year. uuuuuuugh do not fucking want

IT WASN'T BROKE

WHY ARE THEY TRYING TO FIX IT

QUARTERS WERE WORKING PERFECTLY WELL THANK YOU


I really hate this school. :I $3k a year and you're getting what (little) you're paying for.

just sayin'

But I go for free and get money left over from my financial aid, so I guess it's not all bad.

Just mostly bad.